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Faiz
RP year 2, environmental science
A complicated person with a big smile =) i suffer from dilemma almost every time, so HAHA
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
【 7:55 PM 】
I really should have done this long time ago but due to the priority of me supporting, i stayed and i really regret. It's not easy now, with two new people, everything seems in a mess. I've never screamed or yelled at someone for a very long time. I know they are not to be blame, their parents should be, but they are so annoying. They can be very rude at times, damn stubborn and think they are the boss and we are the servants. I can just whoop their candy asses and ask them to return to where they belong. Sometimes, i wish i had the whole time with my mama. Food is missing, and barely there will be something left. It's so abysmal, that i have to resort of leaving and dine out, which of course, a waste of money. My room is like a pig's den( i don't know whether it's an appropriate word) because pig is always around mud or shit, and which is indirectly describing my room. Today, i had lunch with my mum after sending and fetching them. I had a quality time with mama, but it's not the best. I was as usual, hungry, so i suggest to eat in a restaurant at Haji Lane, which is suitable for me, her and the boy. Everything was fine until the part when i ordered Chendol, so i began to drink and didn't ask anyone if they want to have a sip. Out of the blue, the boy wanted to taste some, and i'm not the type of person who have everything to myself, i let him have a sip. Initially i was ok with it, until one point of time when he insist of having more and when i refused, he fumed and start throwing tantrums, so i reluctantly gave it. I had only 2 sips of Chendol, so when he demanded for it, i get pissed off. So he began to gulp it, and i was dumb to think that he'll return it to me. I waited till i ran out of patience, i took it back, but he fought back, so as a elder person, i gave in to him. My mama nagged at him and he replied saying i just want to know how it taste like. I gave mama the disgusted look, and she knows what it meant. C'mon man, you're a kid, my mama took you here out of sympathy because you know nothing, the next time it happens again, i really gonna take it back, and if you weep, nobody give a damn and it doesn't matter if people look at you. Same thing applies to your sister. No one ain't touching my stuff without my permission, and what gives you and your sister to roam around the house to ransack my staff. I know both of you are not to blame, but you are in our house, the rules in your house and mine are discrete. Never apply it to my house. I am trying my very best to help you guys, but if both of you snub off my warning, then both of you have to bear the consequences. Show that both of you deserve to get the place in my house, i can see improvements in studies, but attitude still sucks. So buck up dawg. I have to wait, always waiting man. I hate waiting, and i want to do things for myself. I want the guitar lessons, because i want to do it for myself. For once, please lemme do something that i feel i will strive in it, since i can dance, why not guitar, then it'll be a complete set of talent, LOL, kidding. And on 8th June, i'll be going for holiday, after 4 years of delaying. It's free thanks to Acik, but i have to bring my own money for shopping. I have to make a shopping list soon especially more polo-t's. I'm getting a new pair of shoes soon, maybe this sunday with mama. However, i don't feel like having a vacation, because i worried about mama so much. She always insists of me going for a vacation. Otherwise, the other party always reject the idea of me going away. Like last two years, i wanted to go back to my village in Malacca with granny, but the other party told me off when the person who i'm going with is not a stranger but we are biologically related. I missed my Indian, Chinese and Malay cousins in Malacca. We used to meet up in Singapore every festive season, and enjoy the time together, but due to the increase price of oil and mostly everything, meeting up is rare these few years. I'm just glad we still contact each other and i have something to look out for in June and December because i might be meeting them, and i miss my chinese aunt, who's name is Busu Tina, she adores me so much, and she's the one who taught me Chinese when i was young, i love her and i miss her to bits and pieces!! Hope to see her soon. I'll update soon, now, i need to eat. peace y'all.
