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Faiz
RP year 2, environmental science
A complicated person with a big smile =) i suffer from dilemma almost every time, so HAHA
Friday, May 23, 2008
【 9:50 AM 】
I am out of lab in the library alone, mugging for UT, and it is chemistry, argh!!! anyways, everyone was talking about popcorn = skipping class. So i took the first step. Thing is, i am a leader for my team, and i left. I hoped they don't mind. I am so hungry that i can swallow anything down my throat. The view of Cafe Galilee is tempting me, but i am not going to eat alone. It is shocking for some people that i left during lab sessions, and hell yes, i know the consequences of my actions. However, no use regretting because i am already out. LOL. Basically, i got nothing fun to blog about, but the conversation i had with Ellen on tuesday was rather hilarious. I was myself, disturbing her as she does to me, so we started swearing each other, "Fuck you, fuck you!!". So suddenly i thought of something. Since Ellen eats pork and it's not Halal, whereas i eat Halal stuff, i said this, "don't fuck me, i'm Halal unlike you, or mine will be contaminated with piggy stuff or PORK." It was, what the hell was i thinking, but it's a crappy joke which got us thinking about it. this is my fucked up sista, she's rotten and i'm still fresh. LOL. I have still not watch her performance, and she told me she's singing one of Paramore songs which is our favourite, soooo looking forward to it. So Marcus and I have been eyeing a few girls in school, not that we are desperate or something, we just find it appealing and make-us-feel-gooood. The eye-to-eye contact makes us feel so high school. I mean it, it reminds me of the fling i had with this chinese girl. In the end, it didn't work out. However, the feeling is so great. Hmm, i think this girl which i have been bumping into, is sweet and often, it ends up in us looking into each other eyes. Nonetheless, she looks good even though she has a petite body, but i'm still moodless for love. HAHAHA...
I remembered something, i text Ellen about this particular guy and girl in our school. I pity the guy because he is trying his best doing everything to capture the girl's heart, and he's been trying. Ellen told me that, so it ain't assumptions. I mean this girl deserve a reality check, if you shower the guy with your feelings, isn't that obvious that there is something going on between them. C'mon, playing with feelings aren't cool, especially if the guy is being honest to you. I don't know what the girl's intentions are, but me and Ellen are looking at the bright side of the ordeal. We hope the best out of them, but something have to be done, or else, it could turn horrible for the guy, and the girl may walked away and never look back. I know what it seems like, because i know how it felt thinking that you are meant for that special someone, but in the end, it didn't work out. Whatever it is, tell yourself that it's not your mistake, it's not your loss, because your conviviality is something that any other girl will look out for. So smile!!! Fuuh, i think it's a long entry. back to mugging =[
