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Faiz
RP year 2, environmental science
A complicated person with a big smile =) i suffer from dilemma almost every time, so HAHA
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
【 10:13 PM 】
First thing first, this shoutout is for Ellen. Dawg, i tell you this, get it into your head. All these is really bullshit. What had happen to you is familiar to me. All i want you to know, none of these are ever your fault. Damn right, i think you are the most understanding girlfriend that i have ever known. No one deserve to be treated like a piece of shit man, not man or woman. Yes, you can be pissed off, but don't vent it on yourself please, because you gave everything to him, love, trust and more. Don't blame yourself for not believing to your friend's warning and your intuition, because you don't expect it to turn this way. Just treat this as a lesson for all of us. Hell yeah he is cheating, i was pissed off when u smsed me on Monday morning, but i have no right to scold, i don't know him, but for him talking about me when he knew nothing at all sucks. For a reason, i was ashamed because i am a man, knowing another man's actions towards woman which is insensitive, it is a big shame. I can be a skinny mat, but i don't have the guts to cheat on woman. He is trippin' and he's eating himself up by lying and more lying. Well, stop comparing between two people, because each person have their special features, and stop complaining what the other can give you and vice versa. Instead, you should ask what you can give to her to make things better. When comparing starts, nothing will be right. C'mon man, there are more FAT guys out there who is adorable and know how to appreciate love. LOL. Love involves the heart, and if someone betrays your love, you will suffer. Trust me, you'll think about it, but nothing can bring it back and i bet you don't want to lick what you spit. So sista, be yourself even if you can't. I'm not forcing you to hide your feelings. There's one good example here which is me, if i can i want to complain about life almost everyday, but the people out there have nothing to do with my problems, so i'll "adapt" to the environment and like how W54M makes my day, i'll blend in.
Ellen, love is blind, but don't make this as an excuse. Don't let love blind the eye of your heart. When it closes, you can be vulnerable and anything can happen to you. Thanks for the shoutout, but i hate seeing my friends in a state of despair because of the things that are not their fault. That's my nature. I hope you will be fine soon and be the normal pork again. For now, catch up with your friends, it'll be fantastic. Try to do something that will distract yourself or entertain yourself in any way. Cheer up soon, i'm free 24/7, do tell me if you need anything. =-] see ya four eye freak...
I think it's long enough, shorter than Ellen's post though, i hope you'll feel better after reading my post.
PS: No one deserve to be treated like shit. Love is beautiful but it kills too, especially to someone who does not appreciate love.
