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Faiz
RP year 2, environmental science
A complicated person with a big smile =) i suffer from dilemma almost every time, so HAHA
Monday, March 10, 2008
【 3:10 PM 】
i was in the bus home from work yesterday. The show on TV mobile was first moms, guess it was the last episode when every each of the woman who acted gave birth. Then there was this young couple who had a baby but the girl's dad was unhappy with it. In the end, he was okay with it because the guy promised to bear responsibility for his wife. They are a very sweet couple, when the guy bought her a ring even though it's not 24-carat diamond ring, it's the thought that counts, in the end everyone was happy with the companion of their beloved husbands.
Then it struck me, yes, it's been 3 weeks plus since the break up, but the thought of her is still clear in my mind. How can i forget her after 9 months? When i watched the show, i wish we will reach that stage, but how foolish of me to still think of it. Holding back my emotions while watching the show, i prayed hard that she'll find her true soulmate. That was what i thought when each of every husbands cuddled their babies. How naive i am? i don't know. Maybe God have someone better for me and her. My naiveness keep me going, never wanting to give up, even after we quarrel, not because of the fact that i hate her, and when i slapped and punched her, not because i want to hurt her, but to wake her up. Love is wonderful, but at the same time, it is complicated, like what miss nice said, it's strange to see someone change in a second.
lastly, she don't know i'm having a blog, but all i have to say is thanks for those days. For now, i'm glad you've bounced back. The harassment to you by i don't know who, i'm really sorry. Maybe the person was just jealous, i don't mind the authorities coming in, i have the urge to know who the person is. I may get into trouble, but now i don't feel afraid, because to know the truth, i have to sacrifice. all the best zeez.
i have to stop thinking about you, shit happen in life, and it happened to me. thanks to all my friends, family. you guys rocks!!
